Tuesday, December 7, 2010

aku yg S.E.N.S.I.T.I.F~

kalu org tgk akan perwatakan ak ni,,,mmg sume org akn ckp ak ni sOrg pOmpuan yg ganas n kasar,,,

ye mmg,,,ak akui cOz arwah abah pn penah ckp cmtuh,,,n anything happens between me n my siblings,,,ak akn d persalahkan cOz 1)sebab perwatakan,,,2)sebab suara ak yg bunyi lebey kuat dari org laen,,,hahaha,,,cian ak kan???

nk wak cmne??? da natural ak cmtuh,,,nk try kawal but rs mcm ak x njOy my life cOz mcm H.I.P.O.K.R.I.T kOooooot,,,i dO.n't like it,,,xpe la,,,walau pape pn,,,ak tetap ak,,,
mmg luarannye ak d klasifikasikan sbg seOrg yg garang, liar, pengasar, ganaz,,,n pape lah yg sewaktu dgnnye,,,but deep in my heart,,,ak ni seOrg yg S.E.N.S.I.T.I.F,,,

ak mengaku,,,mmg ak manja walaupun ak ade 8 lgi adk kt bwh ak but my mOm pn penah ckp,,,dlm ramai2,,,ak paling manja,,,ak pn xtau nape but ak tgk sume adk-bradik ak mnja,,,mama treat ktOrg sume mcm ank bOngsu je blaka,,,xdOp diskriminasi,,,but kalu org yg br knl ak n br nk rapat ngn ak,,,dieOrg akn guess ak ni ank bOngsu,,,hahaha luckly u r wrOng frenz,,,ak ade 8 lgi adk tau!!! i'm da third in my family,,,

ak ok je kalu nk bergurau senda cOz mmg ak S.U.K.A bergurau senda,,,ak suka buat mimik muka n sOmetime membe2 ckp ak ni kelakar,,,i dOn't y,,,lantak la pape pn,,,jnji ak bahagia,,,

but siyes,,,ak xley kalu bOy b'gurau K.A.S.A.R o marah ak tetiba,,,ak mmg K.E.C.I.K H.A.T.I n T.A.K.U.T,,,nk mrh pn,,,bg la salam dulu,,,kalu tgh bergurau2 tetiba jd serius n nk mrh2,,,pe kes??? atleast ckp la leklOk kalu nk tegur pape kesalahan n keterlanjuran,,,blh je ckp dgn cara baek,,,xyah duk wak actiOn nk baling 'sOmething' kt ak o tetiba dari hepy jadik marah,,,ckp elOk2 ok kOooooootttt,,,

kalu ak kecik hati,,,mmg ak sedey sOmetime rs bergenang kelOpak mata nih but ak try utk x menanges depan sesape cOz ak xmau dieOrg ckp ak ni sensitip sgt,,,gurau sikit da terasa,,,gurau sikit da menanges but hakikatnye,,,A.K.U M.E.M.A.N.G S.E.N.S.I.T.I.F,,,

kalu ngn kwn pOmpuan,,,ak rilek skit kOt cOz sama2 pOmpuan but kalu melampau2 mmg terasa la beb,,,ngn laki ni laen skit cOz lelaki mmg laen dri pOmpuan,,,hahaha

ak ni jnis yg intrOvert,,,jnis memendam rasa,,,nape ak jd cmni?? sbb ak takut nk meluahkan ape yg ak rs cOz satgi ak anggap bnda tu besar org laen ckp bnda tu kecik n ak mengada2 plak,,,,sO da sOlutiOn r duduk diam2 n simpan je dlm hti,,,kalu ak rs terbeban sgt n x tertanggung lgi,,,ak akn menanges sesungguh hati n let it gO wit my tears,,,

kalu de org knl ak bc pe yg ak tulis ni,,,msti dieOrg ckp ak bOhong cOz mOst of da my fren aggap ak ni jnis xsmpan dlm hati,,,ak ni jnis open n sume OK,,,mmg ak cmtu but ak ni manusia biase jgk,,,de part yg ak akn terasa n de part yg ak xley nk share ngn sume org,,,nObody's perfect ok,,,

mmg ak suka bercerita but xsume bnda ak blh cerite n luahkan pe yg ak rs cOz ak pn kn jg hati org yg ak membuat ak terasa tuh n kena pikir org laen jgk,,,ak xmau la satgi org ckp ak ni jnis perangai 'sume die nk betul je' plak,,,becOz of dat la ak jd intrOvert,,,hahaha,,,

xpe lah labu,,,1 hal lgi,,,ak ni jnis x berdendam kOt,,,kalu hr ni ak marah,,,esk ak da cOol,,,ak ok je ngn org tuh,,,heheh,,,ms marah tuh mmg marah but biarkan ak cOol dOwn sndri n recOver naturally,,,pastu ak ok je,,,everything jus like be4,,,ak wak mcm xdOp pape je la cOz bg ak,,,"let bygOnes be bygOnes",,,xguna jgk kalu nk berdendam n marah2 sOkmo,,,kita hidup kt dunia ni sementara je,,,xtau bila masa akn pergi,,,sO b4 tidO mlm tuh,,,biarkan sume yg berlaku hr nih berlalu pergi dgn hati yg pasrah n maapkan sume org,,,itu prinsip hidup ak,,,but sOmetime kalu benda yg berlaku tuh agk berat utk d terima (like perang besar meletus),,,mayb amek ms 2,3 hari jgk la utk ak cOol n kembali kpd sedia kala,,,n ak xsuka 'org tgh' yg dtg nk pujuk2,,,tlg la jgn msuk cmpur,,,kalu hal ak n org ituh,,,bia ktOrg yg setelkan,,,no need prg tgh utk nk explain o tlg mntk maap utk pehak si dia ituh,,,kdg2 ak jd nek angin becOz of org tgh,,,k la,,,byk da duk merapu2 nih,,,cau~





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