Thursday, March 31, 2011

kasih sayang dan air mata

adakah air mata perlu utk kasih sayang yg ingin d berikan?? kenapa begitu mudah ia mengalir?? hny d sebabkan oleh hamba Allah yg bergelar kaum Adam,,,hati itu mudah tersentuh,,,menyebabkan air mata jatuh berguguran,,,sepangjang perkenalan itu,,,da brp kali ek air mata itu terjatuh???arrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh,,,tak suka,,,tak suka,,,tak suka,,,


nk citer psal sOrg kwn nih,,,sebenarnye die da serik utk menyayangi seseOrg but apabila d hitung dan d cuba,,,maka hatinye terbuka utk mencuba lgi melakukan perkara itu,,,tapi mengapa d saat die nk merasakan kebahagiaan itu,,,tiba2 dugaan laen pulak yg menyapa??xtau nk kesian kt sape,,,xtau sape yg salah dlm hal nih,,,maybe kwn kite tu t'lalu emO kot cOz die tuh sensitip skit kalu ngn laki2 nih,,,mmgluaran kwn kite tuh nmpk kasar,,,lasak but dalaman terlalu sensitip jikad kaitkan dgn hati n perasaan,,,


hmmm,,,nO kOmen,,,hny kerana xde niat nk mencabar dan rasa tercabar k?? bkn sbb tu actually,,,mayb sbb kwn kite tuh  terkecik hati ngn benda yg d aggap x sesiyes mn pn dlm kamus mesej2,,,hmmmmm,,,sensitip itu da sebati dlm hatinye,,,xley nk kata pe la,,,terlalu manja ek??


kwn kite tuh mmg manja,,,but die manja ngn org yg menyayangi die n org yg die syg,,,kalau lah manja itu telah membebankan mn2 pihak,,,i'allah die akn mngurangkan kemanjaan itu n mayb xyah manja2 terus,,,itu lebey afdal cOz xde org yg akn terbeban,,,


Ya Allah,,,sesungguhnye hati kwn kite tuh terlalu lemah utk menerima ujian ini,,,jika ade jOdoh antara mereka,,,Kau tnjukkanlah jln yg terbaek utk mereka,,,redhailah perhubungan itu dan kuatkanlah ikatan itu dgn tali-Mu Ya Allah,,,berikanlah persefahaman yg utuh utk mereka membina mahligai impian dan rungkailah segala kekusutan yg melanda,,,


kwn kite tu ckp,,,die akn cuba utk tak mengacau org tuh,,,kacau waktu krj die,,,kacau waktu rehat die,,,kacau waktu tidO die,,,kacau sume2 lah,,,kalau kite suka mengacau org,,,lama2 satgi tkut org menyampah pulak ngn kite nih,,,bek kite undur diri awl2,,,


senang k kite utk melupakan org yg kite syg??sape ckp senang sila anggukkan kepala ye!!! bg kwn kite tuh ter....amat susah,,,b4 dis die da merasa kesusahan itu,,,amat terseksa,,,dan  jika ia berulang lagi,,,mntk jauh dari hatinye terus tertutup utk menerima insan yg bernama lelaki dlm hidupnye,,,nauzubillah,,,


hari tuh kwn kite ni de gtau yg die nk cuba utk belajar meyanyangi seseOrg,,,alhamdulillah hampir berjaya da kOt but,,,ape yg da jd nih??? tindakan d luar kawal!!! 


sebenarnye sy xtau nk kesian kt sape n nk sebelahi sape2,,,biaselah manusia,,,xsempurna n masing2 xlepas dari melakukan kesilapan dan kekhilafan,,,

*p/s: kpd si die,,,jika benar kau menyayangi die,,,kau takkan cepat menyerah kalah walau ape yg berlaku,,,LOVE ---> UJIAN,,,cinta, kasih dan sayang adalah ujian dari yg Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang,,,cau~

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

nyOt,,,nyOt,,,



aku duk syOk melayari tenet,,,duk carik2 gambar katun,,,tup2 kuar gambar bebear penguin nih,,,eeeeee,,,bila nak dpt peluk bebear peguin nih???bak kata Tipah dlm drama "tipah tOrpedO",,,"alalalala,,,syOmel,,,syOmel,,,syOmel,,,bulat,,,bulat,,,bulat,,,busyuk,,,busyuk,,,busyuk,,," smbil memegang n mengusap-ngusap bebear penguinnye,,,hOho,,,kt cni mn nk carik ek bebear penguin??kalu kt gambang theme park kOmpem ade cOz tema kt situh ialah penguin,,,belambak2 bebear peguin kt kdai cnderamta die,,nk besar mn??sume ade,,kiut-miut plak tuh,,geram ak tgk,,
syOmel tak die?? bOlat+ketOt+gemOk+busyuk,,,kan??kan??kan?? cau~

Monday, March 28, 2011

hajat yg belum kesampaian,,,


cuba teka pe hajat sy yg belum kesampaian smp k hari nih?? memiliki keta?? ye betul but bkn yg ituh,,,tu middle term gOal,,,maybe dlm 5bln lgi la kOt nk pulas stereng sndri,,,insya'Allah,,,amin,,,


ha,,,cuba lah teka beb pe yg sy hajat nih,,,kat kL ni sy xtau la plak mn nk p carik tmpt yg sy idamkan tuh,,,hehehe kalu kt penang tmpt die kt tescO extra kt sg.2 tuh,,,kalu kt klate kt dlm kbmall kOt,,,but kalu kt kL nih sy xtau,,,hehehe,,,nk kn p survey nih,,,


kalau lah kekasih hati ank datuk,,,mmg sy da mntk ngn die nk p tmpt tuh,,,huh,,,bvahagianye sy rasa kalu dpt p situ,,,skali sebulan pn ok,,,hehehe,,,skali sebulan tuh,,,xley blah tOl la mcdiey nih,,,hmmmm kalu ado sugar daddy,,,tiap2 mggu sy p tau,,,hehehe,,,sugar daddy yg bertauliah la,,,jgn pk ngarut2 ye!!!


ni ha,,,tmpt2 yg cmni je sy nk p,,,mnja2kan badan,,,manja k?? sakit jgk kOt lps urut,,,but besssssshhhhhhhhh,,,hilang sume lenguh2 bdn,,,bkn pe,,,darah2 yg ter'blOk' tuh dpt mengalir tanpa sebarang sekatan kt urat saraf,,,tu yg bes tuh,,,hehehe,,,nk p wak urutan refleksOlogi sebenarnye,,,tu je nk citernye,,,hahaha
besnye sy kalu dpt urut kaki cmni,,,bg sy,,,kaki amat berharga cOz die suppOrt 1 bOdy kite,,,cian die sy duk beban die sOkmo,,,mmg masyuuuuuuuuuuuukk sgt2 kalu dpt wak cmni,,,kalu wak sndri laen feel die,,,kn p kt tmpt org yg bertauliah,,,hOho,,,
bes kan tgk pic nih,,,waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,,,bila nk p nih???? bes giler ms duk tggu mama ngurut refleksOlogi ms p kOnvo kak biey hr tuh kt tescO extra kt USM penang,,,nk wak jgk but ms x mengizinkan,,,ms tu org ramai n kn amek turn,,,pastuh ktOrg duk kjr masa,,,telan air liur je la sy,,,
kenapa sy nk p sgt2 tmpt itu?? sbb sy ni jnis slalu sakit2 badan,,,especially kaki,,,kalu de org urut2,,,bes gile,,bahagia je rs,,,kalu kt umah de dayang2 nk tOlong urut n pijak2 betis time lenguh2,,,kt cni xdOp dayang2,,,kn urut2 sndri je la,,,huk3,,,nmpk sgt ak suka membuli knk2 kn?? hehehehe,,,xpe dieOrg syg akak dieOrg,,,hehehe,,
sy rela berbelanja lebey utk memblei sepasang kasut o selipar,,,yg penting kaki sy selesa n tak menyeksanye semasa sy melangkah k hulu dan k hilir,,,faktOr harga xdOp la penting mn pn bg sy,,,yg penting keselesaan,,,kalu hrga selipar o kasut tuh murah but selesa d pakai,,,sy beli jgk,,,kalu setakat hny cantek d pandang but menyeksa kaki semasa melangkah,,,itu zalim nm nye,,,huk3,,,ak suka tapak 'wedges' cm sandal pink tuh cOz kaki kite stable n xmudah lenguh semasa memakianye,,,full stOp


wish ak dpt p tmpt tu as sOon as pOssible,,,hehe,,,cau~

Friday, March 25, 2011

DEEPER CONVERSATION

sOng by YUNA,,,lgu ni sentimental skit,,,skali dgr mcm nk tidO,,,dgr byk2 kali + selami mksud die,,,bes la jgk,,,heheh,,,lgu ni pn de sOrg mamat (bkn nama sebenar) tuh yg tujukan utk sOrg minah (bkn nama sebenar),,,die ckp dgr la lgu tuh,,,lirik lgu die ade makne,,,bila dgr lgu nih,,,t'igt kt 'mOn',,,mcm2 la mamat (bkn nama sebenar) nih,,,jiwang jgk die tu rupanye,,,i like!!! hahaha,,,stendet r tuh,,,sume girl ingin d belai,,,ingin d puja,,,ingin d manja,,,betul tak kawan2 yg bernama pOmpuan??????????????


lirk die ade makne ek??? meh kite try tgk btul tak pe yg mamat (bkn nama sebenar) tu ckp ye!!!


DEEPER CONVERSATION - YUNA

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you

And if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

4x
Deeper Conversation
let me

feberet kaler sy pink kOt,,,katanye minah (bkn nama sebenar) tuh,,,hahahaha,,,die ckp lgi die suka mkn cOklat Van Houten la,,,bkn ferrerO rOcher o tOblOre (versi sebutan anum) atau nm sebenarnye tOblerOne,,,suka sume cOklat actually,,,asal nm nye cOklat sume die suka but lebey prefer van hOuten yg de kacang almOnd,,,

nak tau nape cOklat ni jd feberet die?? sbb mama die mmg suka beli cOklat nih setiap kali mama die p sOpim,,,dari kecik g mama die kasik ank die mkn cOklat tuh sbb mama die pn suka mkn cOklat tuh,,,smp la skg cOklat tuh jd feberet ank die pulak,,,xley d tanding ngn cadbury,,,mmg sedap cadbury black fOrest,,,but da mama die ajr mkn yg tu dri kecik,,,yg tu je la die nak,,,hahahaha,,,da la,,,merapu2 lak cik madihah nih,,,hehehe,,,cau~

mr. pingu vs baby bOo~(*v*)~

~In The Name of Allah S.W.T~
tersebutlah al-kesah mengenai 2 org bdk yg tak tau pe sebenarnye yg tgh dilakukan,,,mereka sedang berada dlm keadaan kebingungan dan kesamaran,,,kekOmpiusan dan kekeliruan,,,"APA YG DIEORG RASA n APA YG ADA DALAM HATI MEREKA",,,takpe2,,,masa masih panjang,,,jgn gOpOh jgn gelOjOh utk wak alasan yg berkaitan hati  dan perasaan nih,,,jgn sampai ade hati yg terluka,,,jgn sampai ade yg merana,,,okai???
papehal pn,,,mntklah petunjuk dari Yang Maha Pencipta yg telah meniupkan rasa kasih dan sayang,,,yg menghadiahkan rasa rindu d antara dua jiwa,,,ingatlah wahai insan,,,semua itu adalah UJIAN drpd ALLAH S.W.T yg Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang,,,masa yg ade nih elOklah d gunakan utk mengenal hati budi antara satu sama laen dan memahami isi hati insan yg bakal berkOngsi hidup dgn kita,,,setiap manusia ade pasangan masing2,,,sO berusahalah utk mendapatkan jOdoh yg telah d tentukan-Nya,,,insya'Allah yg terbaek menanti kite d hadapan,,,amin,,,

meh kembali kpd cerita asal,,,hahaha merapu je krj cik mcdiey ni kan,,,cuba teka sape "mr. pingu"??? and sape pulak "baby  bOo"???

ngeh3,,,awk d pggil mr.pingu sbb awk PEGUIN,,,cOmey,,,hik3,,,awk bOlat+gemOk+ketOt*busyuk-cOmey=penguin=pingu,,,PINGU,,,PINGU,,,nyOt2,,,nyOt2,,,hik3,,,jgn marah ek,,,when sy tgk peguin,,,sy t'igtkan awk,,,msti t'snyum sOrg2,,,awk jgn salah phm ek,,,xdOp mksud nk sm kan awk ngn yg selain dri itu,,,heheh,,,awk ckp nk decide awl2 pe yg nk d gelarkan kt sy sbb awk takut awk t'sengih sOrg2 ms bekerja nnt,,,hmmmm kalu x pikir hal tu pn,,,sy tau awk slalu t'sengih sOrg2 mcm kerang busyuk ms kt tmpt krj when awk igtkan sy kan??? hehehe,,,kOya lak sy nih,,,but mmg btul kan???hehehe,,,actually xperlu pn gelaran pape n xperlu pn utk awk t'sengih2 sOrg diri ms bekerja tuh,,,satgi awk kn p wak medical check up skali lgi,,,bru padan muka awk,,,sbb de prOb jiwa,,,hahaha

baby bOo,,,heheh,,,baby yg mOntel n cOmey,,,haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,,,sape lgi yg cOmey2 tuh,,,mstilah sy,,,kan??kan??kan???hahaha actually 'baby bOo' tuh watak baby dlm mOvie "mOnster inc.",,,baby yg cOmey yg tersesat kt planet makhluk2 asing tu lah,,,

xley citer lebey2,,,cikit2 dulu ek,,,nnt x suprise pulak,,,sbb sumenye still in prOgress,,,mcm prOses buat bangunan pulak bunyinye,,,sumenye tercipta tanpa d rancang,,,full stOp,,,hehehe,,,cau~

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

~Just The Way You Are~

lagu ni di dedikasikan dari seOrg lelaki kpd girl yg bernama MADIHAH BINTI YAHAYA,,,thank's a lOt to dat guy,,,{mesti awk sengih ms baca entry ni kan?? ;-P}


mula2 dgr lagu nih,,,bnyi xbrp bes,,,bila byk2 kali duk dgr,,,bes pulak cOz de mksud yg tersirat d sebalik lgu tuh,,,seminggu 2 byk kali pulak radiO duk pasang lgu tuh,,,especially radiO suria.fm,,,radiO era pn pasang jgk,,,sj nk suh telinga ak dgr,,,hahaha


meh layan lgu nih,,,

Just The Way You Are 

Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining

Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying 
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day



Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say



When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are(yeah)



Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day



Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say



When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
The way you are, the way you are
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are



When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause girl you're amazing, just the way you are. Yeah


Monday, March 7, 2011

lagi cerite mengenai minyak yuyi,,,kalah baby,,,

ape yg aku dpt utk my first date wit him???


hahaha,,,yes,,,MINYAK YUYI,,,dua bOtoi skali ak dpt,,,aaaaaaaaaaappppeeeeeeee lah,,,len kali awk kasik cOklat k kek k,,,hahaha blh sy mkn,,,bunga nnt layu n sy pn xtau nk wakpe ngn bunga tuh,,,but myk yuyi ok jgk,,,hilang kembOng perOt sy nnt,,,bgus2,,,dat for lOng term,,,kalu cOklat msti da abes sy mkn,,,kek pn sama,,,but myk yuyi blh gn time sy xsehat,,,hehehe,,,dOn't take it serius tau,,,jus jOking2 je,,,papehal,,,sy tau awk ikhlas,,,


nk mkn eskrem,,,but takut batuk cOz skg xbrp nk ok sgt,,,nnt len kali nk mkn eskrem ek,,,blh?? Mc Flurry oreO,,,blanje nnt ek,,,hehehe


die ckp die xtau nak kasik pe kt ak,,,pastuh teringat yg stOk myk yuyi ak da abes,,,sO die p lah mencarik2 kt watsOn,,,pusing pny pusing pny pusing,,,haaaaaaaaaaaaa jmp jgk!!!


mula2 amek 1 je,,,yg botOi besaq pny,,,but bkn besaq skali,,,bOtoi adk kpd bOtoi yg besaq skali,,,pastuh ak perli la die,,,ak ckp len kali kalu nk beli,,,beli lah yg sm besaq ngn bOtoi air mineral tuh,,,tuptap tuptap,,,die p amek lgi sebOtoi,,,haaaaaaaaaa,,,xpasai2 dpt 2 bOtoi,,,hahaha


die pesan suh gn sebaik yg mungkin,,,hmmmm die de niat nk jadi pembekal myk yuyi utk ak every mOnth kot,,,kalu awk nk bg,,,sy sy amek je,,,hehehe gurau je,,,


awk,,,tu myk yuyi k myk guna2 ek??? hehehe,,,thanks a lOt,,,blnja mkn, blnja tgk wayang n laen2,,,

~TINDAKAN DI LUAR KAWALAN~

6 MAC 2011, AHAD


aiseyh,,,ak pn xtau pe yg ak da lakukan,,,mmg ini tindakan d luar kawalan,,,seumOr hidup ak nih,,,ak xpenah kuar berdua ngn bOy,,,ini lah kali pertama,,,xtau la pertama n terakhir o cmne,,,but ak sendiri x caye cOz b4 dis ak mmg takut nk kuar berdua je,,,msti de teman,,,kalu tak mama ak,,,kwn2 la jadik mangsa nye,,,but kali ni,,,cewaaaaahhhhhhhhh,,,berani siOt,,,hahaha bkn pe,,,sbb die tu ak knl la kOt but yg dulu pn ak knl jgk,,,lame lgi kot ak knl yg dulu if nk banding ngn si die nih,,,hahaha,,,nO kOmen,,,


aiyO,,,mmg mlm b4 jmp plan nk tgk wayang,,,tgk crite "kembar siang",,,crite tu xdOp mOtif but bes jgk layan utk rilis tensen,,,gelak je krj ak,,,ak kn mmg suka gelak,,,hahaha pastu batuk la,,,

ape yg ak buat ek??sehari suntuk ak bersama ngn die,,,ktOrg 'dating' kt KLCC je,,,hehehe tgk wayang, mkn2,,bebual2,,,mkn2 lagi,,,pastuh die p beli sOmething utk ak,,,hahaha,,,lawak la awk ni kan??? degil,,,org ckp xpayah,,,xpayah,,,degil jgk,,,sekeh dahi tu satgi br tau,,,

haaaa,,,lps smyg zOhor,,,b4 p tgk wayang,,,die ajk tgk air pancut kt perkarangan KLCC tuh,,,panas kOt time tuh,,,hmmmmm mcm kanak2 pulak tgk air pancut,,,hahahaha,,,

ms berbual2,,,siyes ak ckp,,,ak bluuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrr,,,mmg ak nk jwpn ikhlas drpd die,,,n ak xmau jwpn 'xtau',,,ak nk jwpn yg clear,,,but dari pihak ak??? ak xtau nk ckp pe,,,jus 'xtau' je yg ak ade as my answer,,,nOthing tO say except 'xtau',,,sOwi ek awk,,,sy pn keliru,,,ms masih panjang,,,kt pn saling x kenal antara satu sama laen sgt lgi kan,,,so bg masa kat sy ek,,,sy ngaku,,,sy br blaja utk menyayangi awk utk lebey dri seOrg kwn,,,utk itu,,,sy xde jwpn utk sOklan2 awk lgi,,,

thanks a lOt cOz sudi menerima ape sj jwpn sy nnt,,,terharu jgk when awk ckp awk terima jika sy nk jadikan awk sbg batu lOncatan utk sy menerima seOrg lelaki kembali dlm hidup sy,,,but sy bkn jenis pOmpuan yg cmtuh,,,yg amek kesempatan,,,once sy kasik kasih syg sy kt seseOrg tuh,,,sy xpandang org laen dah,,,xdOp maknanye ngn batu2 lOncatan nih,,,plis dOn't treat me sO nice,,,buat biase2 je,,,,jgn take care lebey2,,,satgi kalau xde jOdoh antara kite,,,sy xmau terhutang budi ngn awk,,,

awk tny sy,,,sy hepy k tak spanjang kuar ngn awk,,,hmmmmm tu pn jwpn sy 'xtau',,,sy sndiri xley nk analyst my feeling at all,,,sy tau awk hepy when tgk sy ketawa n tersenyum,,,hrp ia dpt buat awk bahagia,,,it's cOmplicated,,,tq cOz awk anggap,,"my happiness is ur happiness" but hOw abOut my sadness??? hehehe,,,abOut sickness??? jus jOking,,,sy tau awk suka amek serius psal bnda2 tu,,,jus 4get it,,,okai!!!

skg ni,,,papehal berkaitan benda2 segegini,,,jwpn sy,,,'xtau',,,sO plis dOn't ask me again n again,,,sy 'xtau',,,sm2 lah kite dOa semOga d beri petunjuk utk jalan penylesaian n d permudahakan segala urusan,,,cau~


lOrd of da ring,,,wink2~

ak ni mmg penggemar cincin & gelang emas but gelang mahal la beb,,,sO kt usha2 cincin la dulu,,,cincin yg ak slalu duk usha pn bknnye mahal2 pn,,,sume xsmp seribu kot hrga die,,,hehehe stendet2 cincin belah rOtan je,,,xmau la duk usha2 yg mahal,,,xtercapainye hajat d hati tuh,,,laen la kalu kawen ngn putera raja k,,,ngn tOke emas k,,,hehehe,,,ak jus duk kOya2 ngn cincin yg biase2 je,,,insya'Allah tercapai hajat d hati,,,kan?? hikhikhik,,,

kalu sape yg perasan,,,if ak lalu kt area kdai emas o kdai2 yg mempamerkan cincin,,,msti ak terberhenti seketika d situ utk menengOk2 bentuk n harga cincin2 tersebut,,,tgk je la,,,cuci mata,,,pastuduk kOya2,,,hahaha,,,nOrmally ngn kwn pOmpuan la,,,kwn laki xdOp lgi ak p duk hendap2 kt brg2 tu kOt,,,eh lupa lak kalu ngn sapicx ak wak g2 jgk,,,sapicx tu da mcm adk bradik sO fOllow je la labu,,,hahahaha,,,xley nk usha lebey2 ngn org laki nih satgi die salah anggap lak,,tul tak?? ak nk cuci mata je satgi die igt ak nk suh die bli lak,,,hahaha kalu nk bli pn,,,pesalahnye kan?? ish,,,,,,,,,xbek tul,,,ak bkn pengikis harta org la,,,tOlong skit,,,ak nk kikis hubby ak je nnt,,,hahahaha,,,jus jOking,,,

merapu kan ak nih,,,xpe la,,,yg penting,,,nnt atleast ak akn dpt 3 bentuk cincin dari insan yg terchenta,,,cincin merisik 1, cincin tunang 1 n cincin kawen 1,,,da 2 kali ak tulis psal bilangan cincin nih,,,sebut byk2 skit,,,insya'Allah dpt,,,hahaha,,,amin,,,kihkihkih,,,

jOm layan pitca2 cincin feberet ak,,,

*ni kOleksi cincin belah rOtan,,,simple n steady,,,

nice n simple,,,buat tunang ek,,,hehehe,,,xsmp 5oO pn hrga die cOz yg putih tu bkn berlian but chrOme,,,hehehe



cOmeykan,,,skali tgk mcm cincin berlian,,,padahal cincin belah rOtan biase je,,,jus campur chrOme je,,,suka cOrak die,,,



ni simple,,,cincin emas+chrOme,,,buat cincin utk tanda blh la ni,,,hehehe


*ni plak bkn cincin belah rOtan tau,,,ni cincin berlian,,,harga die bkn mahal mn pn,,,xsmp seribu kOt,,,kalu lebey pn,,,xspm 2k,,,hehehe

yg ni mcm mak datin skit,,,pakai p jalan2 cOmey,,,



suka bentuk die,,,nice!!!



yg ni cOmey jgk  but xprefer sgt,,,



yg ni saya suka,,,hmmmmmm buat jd cincin kawen ok tak???,,,bangga je rasa kalu dpt pakai,,,but kalu blh cincin kawen nk yg bentuk sepasang ngn hubby,,,hahaha


kOya2 la dulu sementara nk kumpul duit nih,,,mn tau de rezeki dpt beli,,,kan??? hehehe,,,xmengharap dpt free pn,,,insya'Allah de rezeki,,,ak beli lah sendiri,,,tul tak???hmmmm tu cara ak utk manjakan diri ak ek,,,"kerana dirimu,,,begitu berharga",,,cau~


Thursday, March 3, 2011

o\*;*/o plis guide us Ya Allah,,,

Y a Allah,,,skg ni kamiOrg de 1 lgi prOb,,,wan,,,wan x sm shift ngn kami bertiga,,,die sOrg2 je grOup sblh,,,n shift xsm da next week,,,ktORg pg die ptg,,,die pg ktOrg ptg,,,anum n lin ok la cOZ k.ena blh p amek skali ngn amek ak,,,prOb skg ni wan,,,cian die,,,


wan tny pndapat utk msuk umah sewa kt area pntai dlm but probnye,,,transpOt jgk pastu,,,b kn lama pn ktOrg training kt menara rebung tuh,,,jus 1 mOnth,,,ni da sminggu,,,nk msuk umah tuh,,,kn byr 1+1+u deposit utility,,,kejung jgk la serOund 2,,,pastuh nnt nk kn p carik umah kt area sri damansara lak cOz nex mOnth da beralih tmpat training kt plaza VADS lak,,,D.U.G.A.A.N,,,


keta die pn dpt next 2 week,,,ak nk tlg p amek pn blh je actually but da prOblem is,,,ak tatau jln beb,,,mlm2 sOrg2 lak,,,mau sesat,,,tidO dlm keta la ak jwbnye,,,ak ni mmg,,,sesapa yg knl ak,,,tau la ak cmne,,,ak reti bawak je keta tuh,,,jln tatau,,,sO kn de 'gps' bergerak la,,,kn de co-pilOt utk tnjuk jln yb benar,,,satgi xpsal2 jd mcm hr tuh,,,ak tnjuk jln,,,nk p penang bOwl,,,smp k penang bridge,,,kn hampeh tuh,,,xpsal2 kn byr tOl,,,penang xpe lgi,,,duk maen2 area pulau n seberang je,,,kL ni,,,jgn maen2,,,berhantu jln die,,,hahahasalah msuk 1 lOrong abes la ko,,,


Ya Allah tunjukkanlah jln penyelesaian utk kami,,,,bantulah kami utk bertahan dan mengharungi dugaan-Mu Ya Allah,,,hyn kp Engkau kami berserah dan kpd Engkau jualah kami bergantung harap,,,amin,,,cau~

sbb awk amik extra credit...

pe yg extra credit tuh??? hahahaha cuba teka??? bkn credit utk daftar cOurse ms kt U tau,,,hehe,,,ak pn xtau credit ape,,,kOrg pk la senirik ek,,,


"sbb awk amik extra credit utk blaja menyayangi sy la..thanks.." cmne ek nk menghuraikan statement tuh??? extra credit pn extra la,,,i'm jus try tO do my bes n try to be fair tO everybOdy,,,


mmg ak akui skg ni,,,ak tgh blaja utk menyayangi org d sekeliling ak seadanye,,,ak cuba utk menghargai org d sekeliling yg menghargai ak sbg seOrg manusia yg bergelar P.E.R.E.M.P.U.A.N,,,


sblm ni bkn ak x lakukan semua itu jus ade yg ak terlepas pandang kOt,,,maklOm la,,,nOboby's perfect,,,ak pn manusia biase,,,ak mmg syg sume org d sekeliling ak n org yg ak kenal,,,jus yg pasal tu tuh,,,laen skit,,,hahaha


laen cmne tuh?? tatau,,,tatau,,,tatau,,,ak pn tatau,,,mayb ak nk try utk syg si D.I.A itu melebihi dari syg kpd seOrg kwn,,,tapi ak tatau blh k tak,,,sbb tu la kOt ak kn amek extra credit tuh,,,hahaha


kasih sayang n cinta tu mmg hadir secara tak sedar but ia juga blh d pupuk,,,"ak cuba ek utk memupuk perasaan itu but ak tak janji",,,hahaha ayt xley blah,,,


kenapa awk syg n cinta kpd seseOrg itu?? jwpn sy ialah,,,i dOn't knOw mayb because of da natural characteristic kOt,,,ak pn tatau beb!!! yg penting ak tau yg ak ni susah sgt nk berkenan kat org,,,hadOi,,,bkn sebab memilih,,,dah xberkenan,,,pintu hati tak terketuk,,,ak bkn jnis mcm sesetengah org tuh,,,asl nmpk yg hensem2 yg ok2,,,da cair,,,pesal ek hati ak ni kering sgt?? hmmmm mayb sbb dlm internal hard disk ak ni xdOp ruang utk pk hal2 sedemikian kOt,,,skg ni ak nk pk psal krj n family ak lu,,,tu yg jd priOrity ak,,,but ko kn igt beb,,,umO tu da smkin tua beb!!! hahahaha,,,insya'Allah,,,de rzki,,,kawen la ak,,,heheheh


hrp ak dpt petunjuk dari yg Maha Pengasih lgi Maha Penyayang,,,psal extra credit tuh,,,if de jOdoh kita,,,x sia2 la credit tu sy amek sbg extra but if xde,,,sy akn jadikannye sbg pengalaman hidup yg penuh suka dan duka okai!!! chaiyOk,,,chaiyOk,,,cau~

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

i think,,,he's never give up

GIVE UP,,,it is  a thing dat we will dO if we oledy surrender n fed-up wit sOmething dat we hv dOne,,,

sO far,,,i think he never give up wit me,,,guess who is him??i dOn't knOw,,,hehehe,,,mayb he knOw whO is him,,,"clOse yet sO far",,,what's da meaning of dat statement???

OMG plis dOn't make me in cOnfuse,,,cOnfuse wit my feeling,,,cOnfuse wit my heart,,,cOnfuse wit my mine,,,cOnfuse,,,cOnfuse,,,cOnfuse,,,

nevermind,,,jus let it gO,,,jus wait n see,,,"if u r truely sent from heaven for me, i will not surrender even for a moment..",,,can i trust dat statement??? is't jus jOking o truely cOme out from da deep of ur heart my dear???

men always make me in cOnfuse,,,i dOn't like a LIAR,,,i hate a JOKER dat always use da wOrd like dat to fishing a wOman,,,sO far i dOn't think he's a liar because of  i'm osO dOn't knOw his truely feeling tOward me okay!!! jus God knOw everything,,,i'm jus waiting,,,keep waiting n waiting fOr da cOming sOon episOde,,,hahaha

hOpe one day i'll nOt cOnfuse to make my own decisiOn for my future life,,,i'll do my bes for my partner of my life n i hOpe it so from his side,,,

y i said he's never give up??? hehehe,,,jus keep it in my mind lol,,,but my instinct said dat "he's never give up",,,but 1 thing i want to say here is,,,i dOn't want to SHARE my LOVE wit sOmeOne else,,,i dOn't wan to be a greedy persOn actually but dat's my right as a human to be hOnest to myself,,,

everything is oledy arranged fOr us sO that if dat thing happens,,,i can't say anything if my destiny to share my lOve wit sOmeone else,,,hOpefully NOT!!!

lets we knOw each other 1st b4 we decide anything,,,but we can't knOw everything abOut sOmeOne untill we share our live wit dat guy,,,we can use da thing dat we dOn't knOw abOut dat guy b4 to enjOy our life tOgether n make our life mOre cOlourful,,,man n wOman are cOmplementary wit each other,,,sO we need tO find our pOint of chemistry for our lOve,,,dat's ol,,,cau~

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH~

Bissmillahirahmanirahim,,,dengan nama Allah Yg Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang,,,


Ya Allah adakah ini dugaan yg engkau takdirkan kepada aku dan sahaabat2 ku (Anum ,Wan dan Lin) utk kami mengecapi kebahagiaan di alam kedewasaan ini??? Ya Allah kuatkanlah semangat kami dan tabahkanlah hati kami utk mengharungi dugaan yg telah engkau rancangkan utk kami dgn tenang dan rela hati,,,sesungguhnye kami tidak petah utk merancang segalanye,,,kami tidak mempunyai kudrat utk melawan kehendak-Mu Ya Allah,,,Ya Allah tunjukkanlah jln penyelesaian utk kami,,,berikanlah petunjuk kpd kami,,,


benar,,,ujian ini akn menjadikan kami lebey dewasa dan berfikiran matang,,,tapi sampai bila kami mampu bertahan??? bertahanlah wahai diri,,,bertahanlah wahai sahabat2 ku yg di sayangi sekalian,,,Ya Allah ak harap kami dpt meneruskan perjalanan ini dan melepasi segala ujian2 yg akn kami hadapi nnt,,,ak harap perjuangan kami ini tidak sia2 dan tidak terhenti d pertengahan jalan,,,berilah peluang utk kami mengOrak langkah lebey jauh dlm organisasi tersebut,,,amin,,, 


thanks a lOt to k.ena cOz tlh mengOrbankan ms tidOnye utk amek ktOrg blik krj smlm,,,tq sis 4 ur sacrifies to me n my belOved frens,,,p amek kamiOrg kt menara rebung n hntr kamiOrg blik k umah masing2 dgn selamat,,,ak last skali la cOz ak duk ngn k.ena lgi skg ni,,,hahaha,,,k.ena nk bg keta die utk kemudahan ktOrg but kamiOrg xtau jln,,,susah la beb!!! smlm pn da salah msuk jln,,,tu xpe la k.ena yg bawak atleast die tau la jgk jln mn pulak nk msuk if terlepas jln yg asal o salah msuk jln,,,yg lawak n xley blahnye,,,bdk2 ni xtau jln nk blik umah msing2,,,al-maklum la,,,sume duk menOmpang umah org,,,sO tatau la jln nk blik k umah org,,,biasenye nek bas,,,de drebar yg bw p sna sni,,,xperlu igt jln,,,hehehe,,,alahmadulillah sume selamat smp n dpt tidO ngn lena smlm,,,


ak smp umah da kul2 lebey,,,lps smyg isya' trus lena,,,sedar2 da subuh gajah da,,,hahaha k.ena da p krj da,,,lps smyg subuh ak smbung blik tidO smp kul 11 lebey,,,ok tak??? dah terbalik hari dah,,,bgn msak n berblOg seketika then jap g p krj lgi,,,lOm krj lgi,,,br training,,,hOpefully kamiOrg dpt bertahan n dpt meneruskan perjalanan ni smp QUALIFIED as a CSR,,,bkn senang ko tau tak??? pergggggggggghhh kaw kaw pny training,,,


mlm ni k.ena semawa utk p amek ak but,,,KAWAN2 msti nk stay kt surau tgkat36 tuh,,,mayb ak stay kt c2 jgk la kOt,,,susah sama,,,senang sama2,,,insya'Allah,,,bkn pe,,,ak x sesehat dieOrg,,,tgk lah nnt cmne,,,i'll decide it later,,,k.ena suggest utk p hntr dieOrg skali but ak rs msti dieOrg xmau,,,dieOrg xsmp hti nk susahkan k.ena,,,yela,,,kalau k.ena bkn akak ak pn,,,ak malu jgk nk mntk tlg n tOmpang,,,sbb k.ena tu akak ak,,,sO ms ni la ak nk mntk tlg die n mnja2 ngn die,,,huk3,,,Ya Allah betapa sukarnye hidup ini,,,


sebelum ni ak pandang rendah kt CSR,,,skg ak dlm bidang tu,,,i'm realized dat bukan calang2 org yg blh jadi CSR tu,,,nnt nex time ak cerite pe itu CSR n pe yg dieOrg buat,,,n pape la yg sewaktu dgnnye,,,