mama,,,i miss u like crazy~(@_@)~

pg td ak nk p exm,,,ak jus left a msg to my mum,,,hv not enOugh credit to make a call,,,huk3

aftr a few minutes later,,,my fOn is ringing,,,"kekanda is calling" is appear on da screen of my fOn,,,hmmmm,,,heran ak,,,ak igt die ade instinct yg ak nk p exm pg nih but when ak say hellO,,,kekanda said "jap2,,," then my lOvely vOice say hellO to me,,,waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,,,feel like my tears want to running out frOm their pOol,,,dat's mama vOice,,,oh i missssssssssss u like crazy mama,,,mis u lOt,,,

seb bek ak sempat cOntrol machO hahaha,,,n ubah tOpik,,,ak jd suspiciOus n excited want to knOw,,,y k.ena blik umah,,,tetiba jerk,,,las week ak duk msg2 ngn die,,,die ckp nk mai hntr keta kt ak 1/5/2010 n nk blik KL plak on sunday nOon,,,kejap je mai,,xtau la sempat k tak nk bw p rOund2 penang,,,die ckp,,," ena bz sgt la skg ni cuk,,,",,,sigh,,,k.ena mmg cmtuh sokmO,,,wOrkahOlic skit,,,bkn die nk jd cmtuh but keadaan yg memaksa,,cian k.ena,,,

but skg nih ak nk tau,,,pasai pa k.ena blik umah tetiba,,,i ask my mOm,,then mama crite la,,,mama x sehat 2,3 hari lps,,,pnykit biase die la,,,hypertensiOn (darah tinggi) n gastrik,,,tu mmg akn jd serentak kt mama when die de prOb,,,blOod pressure akn naek,,,when blOod pressure da naek,,,die stat la x lalu nk mkn,,,pastuh jd la gastrik plak,,,huk3,,,sedey tul,,,awat xdOp org bgtau ak pOwn?????????? k.biey tau but x habaq kat cheq pn,,,smp hti,,,kt k.ena sempat lak die p habaq,,,padahal hr sbtu br nih die duk msg2 ngn ak,,,

patut la stat hri khamis br nih,,,hti ak rs resah semcm je,,,otk bercelaru,,,wak tu tak kena wak nih x kena,,,stdy pn x msuk otk,,,igt da nk tepon mama but kedit x m'izinkan lg,,,ak duk tgh kumpul kedit g cOz last week ak call ckp ngn mama dekat 2jam,,,abeh kedit wei,,,but xpe asal hti puas,,,

butuk (adk ak yg no.5) pn sm,,,mama sakit,,bkn nk bgtau k.ah pn,,,msg la bgtau sepatah,,,ak sedey sgt2,,,but lega when dgr suara mama kembali ceria td,,,walaupun x seceria sebelum nih,,,but mama is getting well,,,

lps dpt tau mama xbrp nk sehat,,,ak rs mcm nk blik ms tu jgk td tau,,,xtau nk ckp cmn perasaan nih,,,sedey sesgt-sgt,,,my mOm is everything fOr me,,,i can't live withOut her,,,i'm wOrse when she's nOt feeling well o she's in trOuble becOz of,,,until nOw n the end,,,she's only the queen in my heart,,,nOthing will replace her,,,u r my everything mama,,,lps arwah abh meninggal,,,mama la mak mama lah abah kpd kami 11 brdik,,,u r sO strOng tO make sure our life is gOing in perfect mOment,,,abah,,,mis u a lOt tOo,,,i'll pray fOr bOth of u,,,"my herO n my queen" until the end of my life,,,

my lOvely kekanda n queen in my heart

sOpim time wit siblings,,,

     

p/s: mama,,,wait fOr me ok,,i'Allah kalau xdOp pape halangan,,,8/5/2010 nih ah balik umah,,,x sbar nk jmp mama,,,huk3,,,dOakan kejayaan ah kt cni ye ma,,,ah rindu sgt2 kt mama,,,k.biey jgk la bes,,,b4 exm die dpt blik jmp mama,,,huk3,,,al-fatihah utk arwah abh,,,mis ur peluk cium n gurau senda,,,muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaahhh,,,cau~

 

ciuman untuk bOnda tercinta,,,    

pusara ayahanda tercinta,,,al-fatihah,,,