terkilan but happy,,,

ak syukur sgt cOz Allah dah bg petunjuk awl2 pasal hubungn ak dgn sOrg mamat ni,,,jus call him with M,,,

lps die tersalah send msg kt ak,,,ak da stat suspiciOus ngn die,,,bkn nk sangka buruk kt org but percaya dgn petunjuk Yg Maha Mengetahui,,,tu je,,,mlm tuh die x call ak,,,mayb sbb ak xrply his las msg abOut 'ibu',,,

hmmmm,,,mlm ni,,as usual,,kul 12 lebih,,,die call lg,,,ak igt die da nk terus mendiamkan diri,,,but tak rupanye,,,adOi,,,mula2 ak igt xmau agkt but igt plak nasihat wani,,,jus hear fOr his explanatiOn abOut 'ibu' than after that br decide nk wakpe lps tuh,,,

ak agkt n ckp mcm biase but mcm sikit dingin n xdOp mOdal,,,pastuh ak tny psal 'ibu',,,die mula stat nk ubah tOpik,,,mcm biase la,,,ak da masak da ngn perangai die,,,lantak la,,,

suddenly my sis lak call,,,ak pn mntk excuse cOz family is first k,,,tu prinsip hidup ak,,,kOnon2 die wak skema merajuk la,,,hmmmmmmmmmmm,,,mls ak nk lyn,,,buang masa ak je,,,bia la die duk buang kedit die,,,ak x pnah suh pn die call ak,,,

huhu,,,cOntinue speaking wif my sis,,,pas abes ckp,,ak msg M,,,bkn pe,,jus want to knOw who is 'ibu' je,,,x jeles pn,,,wakpe nk jeles???he's nOT mine,,,kalu die tu yg ak pny,,mau meletup jgk la wei,,,

die rply msg n said that "i'allah kalau ade jOdoh, ibu akan jadi teman hidup die.",,,ok,,,great answer,,,at last,,,die ngaku jgk,,,sO skg nih,,,persOalan telah terjawab,,,ringkas dan padat,,,thank's to M coz at last u'll be hOnest to say that kind of thing,,,

stat frOm now,,,ak da xmau lyn his call o his msg cOz ak xleh jd PERAMPAS HAK ORANG cOz ak xmau suatu hari nnt org rampas HAK AKU lak,,,kt hidup d dunia kejap je,,,kalau Allah nk byr CASH,,,sekelip mata je HAK KITA akn jadi HAK ORG LAIN,,,so,,,please dOn't TAKE the sOmeone's belOngings ok!!!

xpe,,,perjalanan hidup masih panjang,,,seb bek la ak ni x mudah utk menerima die dlm hidup ak,,,byk yg ak pikir ms die stat duk ngOrat ak,,,n byk bnda ak xbrp nk blh terima abOut him,,,but i'm try utk menipu myself,,,n pray to get the guide frOm the Most Merciful,,,ALHAMDULILLAH,,,i'm get it nOw,,,

nape la die nak permainkan perasaan ak ek??padahal ak da warn awl2,,,kalu da ade awek o buah hati,,jgn la duk layan ak cmni n jgn duk ngOrat ak,,,but DEGIL,,,n LIAR,,,mati2 die ckp die single,,,mmg la sigle lg cOz blum akad nikah lg,,,but hakikat sbnrnye,,he's single but nOT available,,,ak da ckp,,,hati ak bkn utk d permainkan dan bkn utk dilukai,,,but,,,INIKAH YANG DI NAMALAN LELAKI???suka mempermainkan hati dan perasaan seOrg perempuan???

fOr dat reasOn jgk la ak takut utk menceburkan diri dlm bidang PERCINTAAN,,,so,,,skg nih,,,bia la ms yg menetukan,,,bkn ak nk jual mahal but ak da SERIK utk mengulanginya,,,enOugh fOr dis time k,,,

skg nih,,,ak nk abeskan my degree,,,and nk cari krj,,,balas js mama then da stabil nnt,,,br ak nk pikir psal nih,,,i'llah,,,ade jOdoh,,kawen la ak,,,syukur sgt cOz ak ngn M lum p jauh lg,,,kalu tak mau menangis jgk hati ak nih utk kali ke-2 jus because of yOu guy,,,heheh,,,cau~